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POEM 1
HOLDING
THE FIST OF ASH, OF A HALF WAY
BURNT HEART
I
SEARCH PROFUSELY MY LIFE
MANY
SUCH MOON LIT NIGHTS !!
EXTINGUISHED,
THE FIRE OF DREAMS FROM WITH IN THIS HEART
WITH PAINFUL TEARS OF THESE HARASSED EYES
POUNCES
THE WAVES OF PAST MEMOIRS,
LIVING
WITH A HOPE OF COMPLETE BLANK
JUST
TO SHED INEXHAUSTIBLE TEARS.
THERE
ONCE CAME A VIVID ROMANTICISM WITH IN THIS HEART
BUT,
DIDN’T
GET A WAY
OUT IN THE HEAVY FOG OF THIS HEART.
WITH
HEAVY BURDEN OF SORROWS ON MY EXISTENCE,
HE
GAVE ME A HALF BURNT STICK FOR SUPPORT IN LIFE,
IN
A DEATH LIKE DARK NEW MOON NIGHT !!!
POEM 2
ONLY WAITING!!
WHEN THIS LONG NIGHT WOULD
PASS ?
SUN WOUD RISE
AGAIN I WOULD SMILE WITH
THESE STONES AND PEBBLES,
CARRYING MY WORN OUT LIFE.
I AM PRETTY SCARED OF THIS
NIGHT
MIGHT IT ENGULF ME WHOLLY.
I CAN’T DO ANY MORE, IT’S SO SOLITARY!!
PAIN DOESN’T FLUSH AWAY WITH
TEARS,
WHY IT HAPPENED WITH ME??
HERE AGAIN, MY PAST IS
CUNNINGLY URGING ME
TO ENTER INTO THE WORLD OF
SUFFERING.
I DON’T HAVE ANY INTEREST !!
COULD YOU PLEASE HELP ME A
BIT ??
I WOULD COSSET YOU I MY ENTIRE
EXISTENCE,
I SWEAR!!
DON’T BE SCARED!!
I WON’T GIVE YOU PAIN, IN
FACT
I WOULD MAKE YOU TO SMILE .
YOUR LIFE WOULD BE FILLED
WITH
A LOT
OF GOOD FORTUNE !!!
POEM 3
IN
A SERENELY SILENT NIGHT,
ON
THIS MOTHER EARTH,
IN
THE LAP OF PROFUSE DARKNESS
EXUDES
A DREAM, A PAINFUL CRY OF THIS MORTAL BODY.
SEARCHES
VEHEMENTLY WITH
HEAVILY
POUNCING VISCERAL PAIN,
ONE
AND ONLY ONE CARING HEART.
THERE’S
MUCH MORE TEARS THAN THE RAIN
IN
THESE EYES,
MORE
PASSION IN THIS BREAST
THAN
IMMENSE SUFFERING,
MUCH
MORE HEAT IN THIS BODY
THAN
THE UNQUENCHABLE FIRE.
COMPLETE
DESPAIR !!
WHO’S
GOING TO GET THROUGH
THESE INTRUSIVE FEELINGS
OF
THIS HEART !!
NOT
ABLE TO UNDERSTAND MYSELF, EVEN.
THERE’S
NO END TO THIS SUFFERING,
STILL
I AM ALIVE.
ONLY
TO KILL THIS PREDATOR PAIN
WITHIN
MY MORTAL EXISTENCE.
WHOM
DO I DESCRIBE THIS ??
HAVE
ALREADY GOT INNUMERABLE
INSULTS
AND DETESTATION !!
INSIDE
MY HEART,
I
PROVIDE IMMENSE LOVE AND AMITY,
BUT,
NOBODY IS THERE TO PERCEIVE.
SHE
IS HARASSED, SPEECHLESS, HOPELESS.
CONSIDERS
EVEN A TINY FEATHER AS A SUPPORT,
THIS
NIGHT WOULD BE DISPELLED,
WITH
A SUNRISE, NO
DOUBT !!
BUT
AGAIN AFTER THIS,
THE
SAME INTENSIFIED PAINFUL NIGHT
WOULD
APPEAR.
HOW
AM I GOING TO BEAR THIS ??
IS
IT THE HELL OF INCESSANT SUFFERING ??
THEN
WHY SHOULD I FEAR THE DEATH ??
POEM 4
ON
THAT DAY, THERE WAS NO MOON
IN
THE SKY,
ONLY
PREVAILING WERE SOME INSANE
BLACK
CLOUDS OF THE EMPIRE OF
IMAGINATION.
OF
COURSE THERE WAS THE PRESENCE OF
TOUCHING
THE FIANCE DEEPLY.
SOME
THOUGHTS AND LOVE FILLED LANGUAGE.
O
MY FRIEND !!
I
TRIED TO UNDERSTAND YOU
WHILE
DID YOU UNDERSTAND ME, THEN ??
DID
YOU GET THROUGH MY LOVE FOR YOU ??
WHY
ARE YOU SO HARASSED AND HOPELESS TODAY ??
PLEASE
DON’T BE DESPERATE !!
I
YEARN FOR YOU MORE THAN
MY
LIFE.
AND
I WILL CONTINUE FOR THE
TIME
IMMEMORABLE.
I
WOULD SEARCH YOU IN EACH DROP
OF
MY TEARS.
OUR
LIVES ARE WHAT, ONLY WAITING
UNENDING
AND UNINTERRUPTED.
IMMENSE
HARDSHIPS AND PAIN !!
DIDN’T
WE REALIZE THAT ??
DIDN’T
WE REALIZE THAT
THIS
LOVE FOR EACH OF US
IS
INTRICATELY FILLED WITH
THE
DEEPEST EVER PAIN ??
BUT
THEN,
WHY
MOURNING OUT OF PAIN ??
O
MY DEAR !!
LET’S
BEAR THIS PAIN BEING TOGETHER
AND
IN FACT ONE ENTITY.
LET’S
SEARCH VIVIDLY OUR LOVE
IN
THESE PAINFUL TEARS OF OURS
AND
OF COURSE,
SEARCH
THE BOUNDARIES OF DEATH
IMBUING WITH THIS DEEPEST PAIN
ABLAZE WITH THIS FIRE OF HARDSHIPS !!
POEM 5
IN
THIS CITY, AFTER COMPLETE DARK
I
THINK OF YOU, IN THE MOON LIT NIGHT.
IN
THE PROFUSE DARKNESS OF THIS NIGHT
A
TINY STREAK OF THE LIGHT
EMITTED
FROM THE CANDLE IN MY HAND
AND
YOUR SWEET FACE IS ENLIGHTENED.
BUT,
I AM DESPERATE TO TOUCH YOU,
COME
SEE ME OUNCE AT LEAST !!
TODAY’S
HELPLESSNESS AND MY
BEING
COMPELLED.
HOW
THIS HEART IS STRUGGLING
TO
UNITE WITH YOU.
THE
COOL MOONLIGHT IS UNABLE TO
PROVIDE
A SOLACE IN ME, TODAY !!
IT’S
JUST USELESS, WITHOUT YOU,
O
MY HEART !!
I
YEARN FOR THE SWEET TUNE OF YOUR
SWEETEST
LIPS OF YOURS.
EVEN
FOR A SLIGHTEST,
IF
THE NECTAR DROPS FROM YOUR LIPS
I
WILL BE AWAKENED TO MY SPEED.
OURS
LIPS WOULD BE UNITED
AND
BIRDS WOULD START CHIRPING
THE
WIND WOULD WHISPER OUR
AFFAIR
IN OUR EARS !!
POEM 6
CAN’T
YOU REMEMBER TODAY, MY HEART
THE
LOVING MEMOIRS OF THOSE PAST DAYS !!
IN
MY PATHWAY, THERE CAME ONCE
AN
ENCHANTING SPRING.
BUT
LEFT ME WITH UNFATHOMABLE
OCEAN OF TEARS.
IN
THE DESERT THERE WAS A HOPE
BUT
NOBODY UNDERSTOOD ITS VIBRATIONS
DEEPLY
GENERATING WITH IN THIS LONELY HEART.
IN
THE HEAVY SHOWER OF TEARS
FLUSHED
AWAY, ALMOST EVERYTHING.
MY
DREAMS WERE SCATTERED
IN
AN UNKNOWN TYPHOON.
THERE
ONLY PREVAILED
SOME
DROPS OF TEARS IN MY EYES
AND
UNKNOWN VIBRATIONS
IN
THE CORE OF MY HEART.
O
MY DEAR HEART !!
THIS
ALSO HAPPENED.
COME
MY DEAR HEART !!
LET ME
WET YOU PROFUSELY
WITH
MY TEARS,
REMAINING
TOO FAR FROM THIS WORLD.
POEM 7
THERE
IS NO ANSWER FOR EVERY “WHY”
THE
“WHY” PREVAILING IN MY HEART.
TRYING
TO RECONSTRUCT THIS
WRECKED
AND WORN OUT HEART.
BUT
WHY DO I INCUR SO MUCH OF PAIN
INSIDE
MY VERY EXISTENCE ??
IS
HE NOT GOING TO UNDERSTAND
MY
LOVE, ONCE AT LEAST, IN THIS
LIFE
TIME ??
IS
IT NOR HIS RESPONSIBILITY
TO
PROBE INTO MY TEARS ??
I
LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING
ANYTHING
IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE !!
I
SIMPLY CAN’T DO ANY MORE !!
SHARE
A FEW WORDS OF LOVE WITH ME
AND
TRY TO GET THROUGH MY
FEELINGS
AT LEAST !!
YOU
KNOW !! IN THE ACT OF LOVING YOU
I
EARNESTLY DIE ALMOST EVERY MOMENT,
IN
A DESIRE OF GETTING YOUR LOVE ONLY !!
HOW
MUCH PAIN YOU ARE GOING TO
PONCE UPON ME ??
WOULD
THAT CONTINUE TILL
THE
BREATH PASSES FROM THIS MORTAL
BODY
OF MINE ??
I
WILL CONTINUE TO YEARN FOR YOU
TILL
MY LAST BREATH, IN THIS WAY.
KEEPING
THIS FEELING DEEPLY HIDDEN
WITH
IN MY HEART, I WILL DIE ONE DAY.
LET ME
SEE HOW MUCH MORE PAIN
YOU CAN
PONCE UPON ME
AFTER THAT
INCIDENT
!!
POEM 8
O
MY FRIEND !!
THERE
CAME SUCH A NIGHT, ONCE
I
SEARCHED YOUR LOVE BEING BURNT
CONSISTENTLY.
THE
DEEP DARK RUG OF THE NIGHT
FILLED
IMMENSE UNDULATIONS
IN
MY EXISTENCE.
ON
MY CHEEKS THERE OOZED TEARS LIKE
A
DENSE COLLOID.
MY
HEART WAS FILLED WITH
YOUR
IMAGE EVERYWHERE.
I
HAD WAITED TO TELL YOU MY
UNTOLD
STORIES.
BUT
, MY DEAR !!
THE
UNTOLD STORIES WERE DUMPED LIKE
MERE
TALKS.
SEARCHING CONTINUOUSLY AND HARD,
I DIDN’’T GET YOU, AS WELL.
THERE
ROSE SUCH A MIGHTY SAND STORM
DEEP IN MY HEART,
I
COULDN’T OPEN MY EYES AT ALL.
YOUR
IMAGE GOT FADED IN THAT TYRANNIC
STORM.
WITH
AN EXHAUSTED AND WORN OUT BODY,
I
COULDN’T WALK ANY MORE.
PLEASE,
COME BACK !!
TAKE
ME NEAR YOU HOLDING MY HAND.
I
AM NOT ABLE TO WALK ANY MORE
ON
THIS PATH OF UNENDING WAITING !!
POEM 9
I
AM A SENSATIONAL WORD OF PAIN
IMMENSELY
EMBEDDED DEEP IN MY HEART
ETERNAL
LOVE FOR YOU.
HOW
CAN I TELL YOU THIS, O MY HEART !!
THE
MORE I SEE YOU, THE MORE DISCONTENTED
I
FEEL ABOUT BINDING YOUR LOVE
WITH
IN MY MORTAL EXISTENCE!
I KNOW!!
THE MEANING OF LOVE
IS
NOT JUST LOVING NOR PLOTTING.
LOVE
MEANS – AN ABSOLUTE SATISFACTION!!
IS
IT THAT, LOVE MEANS ONLY PAINFUL TEARS??
I
AM WAITING TO LISTEN A WORD
FROM
YOU, MY HEART.
YOU
TELL THIS !!
HAVE
YOU EVER SEARCHED THE LOVE ??
IN
FACT THERE IS NO SUBJUGATION
OF
THE CONSCIENCE AND OF COURSE,
EVERY
LIFE THAT EXIST IN THIS
ENTIRE
DOMAIN OF THE IMMENSELY VAST
UNIVERSE.
SO
WHERE FROM THIS LOVE WOULD
BE
GET ANNIHILATED, FROM THIS
NATURE
THE CREATOR OF EVERYTHING ??
YOU
ARE THERE, BUT WHERE AM I ??
I
WILL CRY A LOT,
BUT
TEARS WON’T BE SHED.
I
WANT TO CRY,
BUT
I WOULD NOT BE VISIBLE.
DEEP
INSIDE MY UNDULATING CONSCIOUSNESS
THERE
REIGNS THE UNAFFECTED LOVE.
THERE
ARE MAD CLOUDS IN THE SKY,
BUT
THERE PREVAILS THE
RAINY
NIGHT IN THESE EYES .
POEM 10
ONE
WHO HAS CRUSHED THE BELIEF,
HE
IS NOT TO BE TRUSTED UPON AGAIN,
YOU
WOULD GET VISCERAL PAIN OUT OF THAT.
NOTHING
GOOD ONE CAN GAIN THROUGH THAT.
ONE
WHO DOESN’T KNOW
HOW
TO LOVE, ONCE WE LOVE THAT INDIVIDUAL
WE
ARE BOUND TO GET IMMENSE PAIN
AND
THE DEEPEST ANGUISH.
IF
YOU ARE COMING, THEN PLEASE COME
INTO
THE CORNERS OF MY WET EYES,
JUST
AS RAINDROPS.
YOU
WOULD MOVE ACROSS THE CLIFFS
AS
IF A COMPLETE STRANGER
IN
MY
COPIOUSLY BRUISED
MEMOIRS!!
POEM 11
WHAT’S
THIS, MY HEART??
YOU
REMAINED ALOOF FROM ME.
MIGHT
BE MY LOOK WOULD NOT
BE
APPRECIATED BY THOU!
MY
EYES HAD GOT EXHAUSTED
AND
FATIGUED INORDINATELY.
PROBABLY
YOU LOVED MY SMILE
THOU
YOU POURED AMPLE TEARS
IN
MY EYES.
YOU
FILLED WITH IN ME
UNCEASING
SADNESS,
HOW
WOULD I TELL THIS
AND
TO WHOM DO I TELL THIS!!
TEARS
ARE NOT DRYING AT LEAST
THOU
DAYS ARE PASSED SWIFTLY
NIGHTS
FILL WITH IN ME ANGUISH.
THERE
REMAINS ENGRAVED YOUR
LOVING
MEMORIES,
LYING
DEEP WITHIN MY VERY EXISTENCE,
WITH
A QUEST OF TOUCHING YOU,
A
QUEST OF GETTING ETERNAL HOPE.
BUT,
THOU SELDOM UNDERSTAND THIS!!
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